So, I’m obviously having one of those “a life unexamined is not worth living” times in my life. There have been a lot of changes lately in my life and I’ve naturally been re-examining everything and found that my “old self” is quickly coming back. The old driven, goal-oriented, confident me. Not sure how to explain it, but I have made more goals and realized more opportunities in my life than I have in something like 10 years. It’s amazing, but at the same time so surprising that I could get in a rut for so so long. Don’t get me wrong, I have been busy with kids and a job and marriage but even though I was busy, I became complacent with life and kind of went on auto-pilot. It may have had its benefits but it’s still scary how easily it happened.
So, I just wanted to journal how absolutely excited I am about life right now and it’s all due to evaluating my life and realizing that I could either take the easy road and just keep plugging away at life and let everything control me – or – I could take appreciate change and make it time to create amazing opportunities for myself.
I’m as excited as a terribly excited person who has a really good reason for being terribly excited