So, I’ve finally woken up. I feel like I’ve been banging my head for the past few years trying to figure out what the hell I’m doing in my life. I’ve tried this, I’ve tried that. I’ve looked at so many people as examples and tried to mirror what they’re doing. And nothing has made [...]
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People, people, people
19 Dec 2009 at 19:04
Leslie
30's suck, Growing up, Laughing, Life lessons, Loneliness, finding myself again, me, people
It is hitting me how much people just don’t surprise me and how absolutely frustrating it is to me that I still manage to react strongly even when I can see what people will do a mile away.
If I can see, in my mind, the actions that each person in my life will take ahead [...]
‘True Reality’
I took some time tonight to meditate. I got a good 30 minutes in but more importantly, I think I’m getting the hang of it. Here is what I felt:
I felt a wave of what my mind saw as ‘true reality’. All of a sudden, I could see it and it felt like I was [...]